Compassionate

I’ve been strong for so long. I don’t want to break down now. I can’t help it but to cry. I’ve been holding it in for the past month, tears can’t help but to fall down tonight. God, help me. Guide me through. I know only You can help me. Give me the strength to go on and be strong. This pain I’m feeling, is a sign that I truthfully and sincerely love him but dear God cut me out of this misery. I don’t want to feel weak. I dont want to cry. I wish I could just scream and that everything will be done and forgotten. I know I have to believe in You. And I do. I know You will guide me and help me..