Compassionate

Today marks 2 months since the day you left.. Only God knows how I can make it till this day. Everyday went by so slow that I just wanted to cry. It was painful, it still is. The silent treatment you gave and still giving, it’s a killer. It seriously breaks me into pieces that even I, myself don’t know what else to do. I’m pretty much making myself busy so that the day would go by a bit faster and that I wont dwell on it too much. But deep inside, it’s hard for me. It’s even hard for me to breathe sometimes. Can you feel the pain im feeling? Can you see that I’m broken, and lost? Yes, it’s all because of how I love you too much that even when you’re gone, I still look for you. I really hope & pray that you’re fine and you still think about me. Dear God, give me the strength to pull through. I really hope that soon, you’ll realize and talk to me.

I miss you Beeshnessh..